Wednesday, July 9, 2008


Wow so apparently I suck at blogging. Hopefully I'll get better. I have tons of stuff to write about.

Let's see, I guess first I'll right about my trip to Texas. Bryan's parents are the sweetest people ever. And he has an adorable dog named Callie and a feisty cat named Monkey. I had so much fun there. I learned how to drive a standard and we went fishin and I caught a fish! If you go to my myspace you can see some pictures. I had so much fun there. They have beautiful land too.

The day I got back from Texas, my dad was in a car accident. And pretty much anybody that reads this didn't know about the accident. But, regardless.. my dad was in a car accident about three weeks ago and it's been a really rough three weeks for me and my family. He hit an 18-wheeler and hit his head REALLY hard. It's been a struggle for him and for us getting through all the complications of this. He doesn't have any permanent brain damage, but he definitely hit his head WAY too hard. So please keep our family in your prayers.

About a week and a half after the accident, Bryan surprised me with a surprise visit to Monroe. Which was really nice. I really wanted to see him. He brought me a rose and a small stuffed animal. He came in a cowboy kind of outfit, which is really sexy to me : ] even though he could only stay for a day, I was happy he came.

Also, I recently got offered a better position at work, and of course I took it, so that's good. And I got released from one of my callings, which I was pretty happy about.

Hmm.. I got a new e-mail address. It's very easy so.. E-MAIL ME!!

That's all I can think of for now.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

I got to play softball tonight! It was fun. A girl from work invited me to fill in for a co-ed team in West Monroe. I hadn't played since the Summer after graduation. It was a nice stress reliever. I haven't really talked much about work but, there's just so much to be upset about there that sometimes I almost hate going. I love to work and earning money, but there's so much crap there that it almost makes it not worth it. One day I'm going to explain all of it just so you guys could understand how bad it is. But if it wasn't for a few people at work, I would have already quit. But tonight was fun to just get out and play ball! I will admit, it made me a little nostalgic, but it's okay. Maybe I could get on a regular playing co-ed team. Who knows?!

Just one more week till I get to see Bryan. I'm excited.

Things are kind of rough for me right now. I'm losing tons of friends, and kind of feeling a little left out since I'm in between crowds. Not in the youth, but not married with kids. And there are no single adults in my ward. So I don't really have many people at church, and the friends that I had outside of church would rather not see me I guess. The older we get, the further apart we grow because my life is different now. I haven't talked to some of my "friends" in weeks. Most of them, when I attempt to message them or text them, they ignore and don't reply. But I guess that's the price you pay. I never knew that getting back into church and trying to live the best life I can would turn away so many of my 'friends ". I thought they'd be happy for me. But oh well.

So I feel pretty lonely a lot, but Bryan helps out with that : ] he's such a sweetheart and knows how to make me feel better when I'm down. I can think of about 3 other people, other than my family, that I can go to always. Which is sad to me. But I love them with everything!

I should quit whining. A lot of people have it a lot worse. I think I'm just tired and blowing up my problems a little bit bigger than they are, so I'm gonna go get some sleep!

Sunday, June 8, 2008

First post

Well I caved in and got this blog. I doubt anyone will read it, but at least I have a place to vent.

I'm glad I don't have to be at work till 11 tomorrow. It's nice having a break from the same old 8am-5pm everyday routine. Although I need to be working all the time with the way gas is going up. Saturday night I went shopping for a bike. I can ride a bike to work, it's fairly close. I could ride it to the grocery store even. My house is close to dollar general, so that's good.

I'm excited about this upcoming weekend. Coral and I are going to see the Hulk, and have a semi girls night type thing. The the next weekend I'm going to Texas to see Bryan. I miss him a lot : [ it's hard having a long distance relationship, but he'll be back in Monroe in August. "We'll make it work" as we always say haha.

Here's some pictures for all you nosy West Monroe ward people! : ] haha

I need to go cause the tater tot casserole is ready!!!